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June-December 2003
Tuesday, December 30, 2003 blahh
You will never guess who just IMed me. Whittier. okay, what do I do, lol. I havent talked to him in like forever, I have been meaning to, but you know me and my communication skills. Awkward silence now, lol. No hello, just said he'd been trying to reach me.
later
yea now he says he has something to say to me. it is getting tense, lol.
Here is what he said *laughing*(me)...
"i dont know how to say this........ but it has been in my head for a long time...... i wanted to call u ...i did but evry time i did after no one picked up i chickenned out and didnt call again for a while after.............i think it would be best if the relationship to end............ I dont think i am or was ready for one.........im sorry .......sorry i had to finally say this to u on just the IM........ hmpph.....i said it.......... please dont take this hard, i am truely sorry that this did not work out..... i do and did not wish to emotionally hurt u..... I hope we can still be friends?maybe..."
thank god that is all over with, lol. load off my mind.
back to lotr now that is over, lol. Movie was fantastic. First time I was very critical. went with Dan opening night. I just obssessed over everything that was different and was comparing it too much and just being mena to it, lol. Saw it again today. People in theater were horrible, but it was a lot better. The story, as it is in the book is awesome. It was done well, and the changes really arent bad at all. Amny of the fans are already beginning speculation for ee. I cant wait to see what is in that. Some of the scenes I think/hope will be in there are; houses of healing*, frodo and sam w/orc army~, saruman banishment*, faramir/eowyn story, merry gives service to theoden~, aragorn's death, crossroads (aragorn or frodo), mouth of sauron*. * ones are ones that are almost definitly in there, ~ are maybe to probably.
have to go now, whoa long post. namarie.
Ashley turned the page @ 12:58 PM
Monday, December 15, 2003 2 DAYS!!!!!!!
Wednesday, December 10, 2003 7 DAYS!!!
1 week, I can't wait. I still need to order tickets and find someone to go with me though. I need to finish the book before the movie, Ive already read it about 4 times, just re-reading to refresh the memory. I am on the Last Debate chapter.
Saw fotr ee in theaters, fantastic, first time I've seen it in theaters, I may try and go see ttt this weekend, but I have a lot to do so who knows if I will get to it.I really huld be going now, hw still to do and I want to get to bed early cuz I was sick today, yay right. Cant miss anymore school already missed monday for a funeral of my cousin, even more fun, and I havent been to basketball since friday. namarie
Ashley turned the page @ 9:03 PM
Thursday, December 4, 2003 13 days!!!!!
I have to make it quick cuz i want to go watch a special on rotk, so here goes. Made bball team, practice everyday, very tiring and a bit hard. tryouts were really easy, though I barely made it.
Hope it snows tomorrow, no school, I am really tired lately and was falling asleep in at least two classes today, pretty bad for me. I must go now, i will talk more and fix my millins of typos later.
just had to get on since i havent been on in forever and to show that I am alive and will get back to work soon hoefully.namarie
Ashley turned the page @ 9:56 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2003 21 DAYS!!! (TTT EE)
I rented ttt ee. Fantastic! They added some scenes I never would have thought of. They really put in some nice scenes about and with Aragorn too, and he is like my favorite character. They added some really funny Merry and Pippin scenes too, including ent draught and flotsam and jetsam. The Faramir added ones really make him seem less evil too which I was happy about. In the behind the scene dvds they tried to explain why Faramir is evil in the movie which I can understand, but I still don't like it,lol. Some of the cast interviews were funny. Especially Viggo and Dom, cuz Viggo is always involoved in funny stuff and Dom is just naturally hilarious.
I have to go work on some projects for school, I have a lot to do,namarie.
Ashley turned the page @ 3:51 PM
Tuesday, November 18, 2003 29 DAYS!!!
TTT EE out today but I am going to wait til Christmas so I can get the nicer version. Maybe I'll hang out at Brice or Nicole or Laura's house and watch it there, lol. Or borrow it from them. I can't wait to see it.
I have to go, bio, theology, and french test tmw and I havent begun to study, namarie
Ashley turned the page @ 5:37 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2003 36 DAYS!!!
Til RotK of course. I can't wait. I was talking about it to my friend Nicole like all day. It is so nice to have friends who are lotr fans, or at least who are willing to see it.
Long time since I last wrote, I have been writing more in my diary and on loose leaf in my folder. I was so happy that my Field day article got in the newspaper. I was the only freshman. Everyone was all congratulating me too, it is so nice to be loved. It is nice to get that kind of attention every once in a while you know, I just really don't like it all the time, I prefer to usually stick to the shadows, a reason I can be very quiet.
You know, I never mentioned in here who I liked for the past while since school started. Well, I will not tell you know, though I don't like him like that anymore which is nice, cuz it is easier to be friends that way.
I should be going now. I have to finish my christmas list, and look for more rotk picutres for numenor layout, namarie
Ashley turned the page @ 5:37 PM
Friday, October 16, 2003 Frosh Rule!!!
Yea, field day today. It was awesome. Frosh is green, soph yellow, juniors red, and seniors blue. We played games against the sophmores and then against everyone in the gym. It was so loud, everyone was doing all these different chants and things, it was really awesome. They were all picking on us but we are still cool, so you know, screw you, j/k. I will be doing that next year, it is just part of being a freshman. It is nice that there is no hazing type things anymore. There used to be with food and other crap. Now you are just in trouble if you have mean upperclassmen on the bus home. I stayed over Laura's last night. It was fun. This morning we all spray painted our hair, painted nails, wrote frosh and '07 on our faces. We have fun.
I am so tired. I think I am going to get off the computer very soon, sleep, take a shower, get some bday cards before my friend's party at 6:30. namarie for now.
Ashley turned the page @ 2:01 PM
Wednesday, October 14, 2003 Bio is fun!
yea, not really. I actually hate my class. I am in Honors with the worst teacher ever. 4 people already dropped out of my class. I would if my schedule wouldn't get so crapped up. Or at least so I could change teachers because I really am doing horrible and don't understand a thing at the moment.
Odyssey paper is handed in thank god. I got a B+ on my commercial, not too bad. B+ on my bio lab too, only because she took off for every stupid little thing she could find.
Ohh, well, I really should be going to study for my big bio test tomorrow, tenna' telwan.
Ashley turned the page @ 8:47 PM
Monday, October 13, 2003 Yay!!!
I turned 15 yesterday, yay me, lol. Today we had off for Columbus Day so I got to spend the whole day writing my english paper on the Odyssey which I am still not done by the way.
The big yay is that my lotr trailers finally work. I had to download the old quicktime. I an so happy now though, lol. I order frllowship extended edition tickets too, and I am going to talk to some of my friends and see if they want to see that or TTT EE with me.
(friday five)
1. Do you watch sports? If so, which ones? Soccer, basketball, volleyball, hockey
2. What/who are your favorite sports teams and/or favorite athletes? Manchester United, Flyers, 76ers, Phillies(noticing the Philadelphia trend,lol), Kate Sobrero, Simon Gagne
3. Are there any sports you hate(intensley dislike)? I am very against football
4. Have you ever been to a sports event? yes, phillies, flyers, charge
5. Do/did you play any sports (in school or other)? How long did you play?soccer(10 years), bball(4 years), softball(9 years), gymnastics(1 year)
(oct 3 was all about your car, so figuring I don't have a car I didn't bother)
1. Who is your favorite singer/musician? Why? Linkin Park, their music really original
2. What one singer/musician can you not stand? Why? Most rap in general, cuz they talk about bad crap and promot negative images
3. If your favorite singer wasn't in the music business, do you think you would still like him/her as a person?yea
4. Have you been to any concerts? If yes, who put on the best show? Q concert a long time ago
5. What are your thoughts on downloading free music online vs. purchasing albums? Do you feel the RIAA is right in its pursuit to stop people from dowloading free music? w/e, no I don't, I think they should just leave people alone cuz everyone does it, persecute everyone not just single people, get over it
Ashley turned the page @ 10:35 PM
Friday, October 10, 2003 AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
I can't beleive I forgot to order lotr trilogy tickets! They came out yesterday and are all sold out!! NOO!!!!!! So not fair!! Okay I missed one day. That is so not fair. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I suppose I will have to just see them all separate, but that still sucks. So not fair. I don't know why the theatres can't have more than one showing considering there are only like 3 with a 2/3 hour range of driving. AHHH!!!! I am so mad. I really wanted to see that!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!! I'm not going to get over that for a while.
My bday in two days, yay! I have to write my english paper for tuesday this weekend, which I have yet to even start. Monday will be a late night, lol. Im going to the mall tomorrow with Eustace people, no parties for me, I have had my fill with the one with old MES people to last me for a while. I have no intentions of drinking or making out with 50 different guys so I think I'll stick to the mall or movies, lol. I am getting really at good at typing, I barely have to look at the keyboard anymore.
Okay, I am getting tried of listening to Linkin Park, time for BBMak. Totally random, but whatever, this is my blog right. I really need to get working on homework, I have been on the computer for like 2 hours and accomplished absolutely nothing. As is my luck at all times on the computer. No members for either of my fanlistings (I just opened Darkness Lies Behind-I refer to it here as Darkness- it is an Edain fanlisting-they are the early humans who were elf-frinds in Tolkien's works)
tenna' telwan, yassu, au revoir, adios, chao
Ashley turned the page @ 9:56 PM
Monday, October 6, 2003 I hate reports
Yes, a lab report is what I am supposed to be doing at the moment, and of course I am not doing it, nooo. I can never concentrate on wiritng papers; one of my many weaknesses. I can never do things when I am forced or have to do it, but I do much better doing things of my own free will on my own terms. Oo well, life shall indeed go on.
So long since I last wrote. I am most sorry. I am never good in staying in touch with anyone of anything. I am so tired. School is getting to be too much. I need more time, ahhh!!!!
I so wished I had dropped honors bio, I am now really regretting the fact that I didn't. Next week will be fun, all dress down days, and only 6 DAYS UNTIL MY BDAY!!!!!! YAY!!!! lol
well, namarie for now, I really need to be working on my lab report so I can goto bed before 2.
Ashley turned the page @ 9:59 PM
Thursday, September 25, 2003 Silence is Golden
Yea, well to explain the title will take a while, but it is worth the wait. Last week, I guess some seniors(or juniors) thought it would be funny to "deface"(write on) the new lunch tables. Of course, being at a prep school, the administration wasn't going to tolerate that. So now, our whole lunch period is in silence and you can't leave or enter until the period is over. That is until someone admits they did it, which will probably not happen for a while, if ever. Now, if a fresman did that, the upperclassmen would be up our asses and like beating us up til someone finally told. The only good part about it is that the lunch order goes sophmores,frosh,juniors, seniors. So instead of last to get lunch we are now second.
So, onto other news. I can't believe I haven't posted here since the weekend. I have been on everyday working on Darkness(soon to come Edain fanlisting-lotr).
I have to go do work(read the Odyssey, so confusing) and finish Darkness layout. tata.
Ashley turned the page @ 3:04 PM
Sunday, September 21, 2003 Happy Bday Bilbo and Frodo!
You have no idea what I just said? *gasps* It is only Frodo and Biblo's birthday, you know the little people from the Lord of the Rings who have the ring. I'm just kidding, most people are not as avidly into lotr as I am.
My computer is acting really weird right now. Pictures from my school's website are like popping up everywhere on the screen, from the toolbar to this page. It is nuts.
I still have to work on my interview. Madds still hasn't answered all my questions and I have to present on Tuesday, ahh!! I'll do my visual tonight and try to organize my notes tonight. I wanna just practice tomorrow so I can time it right and so I don't completely freeze when I do present.
I have to go, I am gonna read the Silmarillion and make a layout for Darkness Lies Behind, my soon to come edain fanlisting(yes, one that is finally official, lol.)
Ashley turned the page @ 3:04 PM
Tuesday, September 17, 2003 School sux
Well at least the homework does. I just finished all my crap hw(mostly my history paper). I have a history paper like every other day. I don't know what he expects so for all I know I could be failing all these ones now, because I don't know that I am doing anything wrong. This oral presentation on Madds is going to be hard. I need to get more out of her cuz I really don't have a lot of personality stuff. I guess I need to get more personal, lol. She is pretty nice though. Better than I thought she would be. I am like the oppposite type of most people. They usually love popular people and dislike geeks just because that is their status. I mostly dislike popular people cuz they are usually asses and am more apt to hang with the geeks who are usually really nice.
I have to go to bed so I don't fall completely asleep in Algebra and Bio tomorrow. ttyl,namarie
Ashley turned the page @ 11:48 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2003 Heart Attack
God, I almost had a heart attack. I pulled yp my favorite sites list on aol, and it was all gone. I have like a million saved on there. All my html help, design help, lotr and hp sites, my fanlisting sites I need to check, everything. Thank god it is still somewhere else though. Now I just need to move it, which won't be fun. Here are some of the Friday fives I have missed for a long time...
9/12
1. Is the name you have now the same name that's on your birth certificate? If not, what's changed?Yes
2. If you could change your name (first, middle and/or last), what would it be? I would just add another middle name, probably something elvish, lol.
3. Why were you named what you were? (Is there a story behind it? Who specifically was responsible for naming you?) I was going to be Alexander if I had been a boy, but obviously I wasn't. My mom picked my name. My dad had actually liked Chelsea and Caroline among others.
4. Are there any names you really hate or love? What are they and why? I love Johnathon and Jeremiah and Nathaniel. They are long, older names. That is basically what I like, names that are older with something behind them.
5. Is the analysis of your name at kabalarians.com / triggur.org / astroexpert accurate? How or how isn't it?kabalarians-100% true, triggur-not even close to being at all true, astroexpert-(didn't show up)
Ashley turned the page @ 7:36 PM
Saturday, September 6, 2003 Soccer sucks
Well not really, but I sure am really pissed off at it at the moment. (trying really hard not to use "inappropriate language") Okay, I have been practicing and playing with the team for like 3 weeks. I went to a scrimage, got a shirt, a schedule and everything, and now they make cuts. And guess who got cut? Yea, it is so not fair. They never once talked about cuts before and they never even really got to see me play on defense. ....just AHHHH!!!!
More time for other crap I guess right. This is the first time I haven't played soccer in 10 years. Let me stop thinking about that from now on. Well, my websites will be able to get their needed attention now probably. Got to go get school crap,ttyl.
Ashley turned the page @ 7:36 PM
Tuesday, September 2, 2003 School!!!!
NO!!!!!!AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! School tomorrow. I so do not want to go back. I know like no one, and it is just a big mess! AHHHH!!!!!.
I will like not be getting a lot of work done on my websites anymore, so no one kill me, please. I have only got one new member at Grimmauld since I last wrote, and that was today. I applied for like a million affiliates to get more word out. Well it didn't help with the real fanlisting coming out too. It is not fair, I had my site first! I am going to apply for it in another category as the order itself and not for the members.
Had our first soccer scrimage today. I played half the game in golaie, no goals, and the rest in halfback. I didn't do too bad, I don't think. We won 5-0 and varsity won 6-0. I am definitly better at soccer that running, but we sure are going to be doing a lot of running at practice on JV. oo well. Another scrimage on Thursday against Cherokee and practice tomorrow and Friday.
gtg, still have to get a shower and I am going to try and get to bed early(like that is really going to happen)namarie
Ashley turned the page @ 9:45 PM
Saturday, August 30, 2003 Relaxation
I have 3 days off(this is my first) from soccer, yay! The worst is hopefully over. No more double sessions of running and soccer, just mostly soccer. I am on JV, not too bad. Jonesy, the coach is pretty cool though he is very into running.
Was just talking to Shannon and Torie, it was nice to talk with them. I have missed them over the summer. I really wan to get together with all my friends before school starts. I also want to see this movie called Thirteen. It is about this Goody-two-shoes girl who gets corrupted(she is 13, hence the name).
No one has joined Grimmauld Place for 2 days. I am going to have to start posting it around again I guess. I also want to apply for the edain fanlisting before someone takes it.
Tata for now, I will probably be on tomorrow too, so have no fear, lol.
Ashley turned the page @ 10:53 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2003 Tiredness
I survived my first week. Total exhaustion and dyingness(yes I know that is not a word). It was all running, for 2 hours a day. Today wasn't so bad as before. It seems to get a bit easier everyday. All next week is double sessions, from 12 to 1:30 is running and from 3 to 5 is soccer. I am going to be dead by the end of the week. I really have to get better, cuz I am like the worst on the team right now, no exageration.
Saw Dominic Monoghan in a british mystry tv show the other day. I was like gaping because I didn't believe it was him, lol. He really is awesome and totally hott,lol. I love his voice the best I think. Saw Colin Farrell in the Recruit not too long ago too. He is really nice also, lol. He needs to keep his accent though. I just love the scottish/irish/english guys, lol. You should have seen me down the shore at the piers with Cait. I kept on pointing out all the hott english guys,lol. I think it was killing her, but I couldn't help myself.
namarie, have a party with Jacqui tomorrow and then back to soccer
Ashley turned the page @ 10:53 PM
Tuesday, August 19, 2003 Soccer Death
So sorry I haven't posted in a while. I went on vaction, then a surprise vacation, and now soccer has started. I was about to die today, I swear. It was absolutely horrible. So much running, and it was "long distance" today, what I am better at. Tomorrow is supposed to be even worse and it is sprinting. Please kill me!
Sorry to complain so much, but I was never a runner and this really is killing me. Not going to finish Numenor layout and extra crap for a while probably. Going to try and update 12 Grimmauld Place, but who knows. I got rejected by the fanlistings again! Oo well, maybe it wasn't meant to be,lol.
namarie
Ashley turned the page @ 9:13 PM
Thursday, August 8, 2003 mass hysteria
God, my brother just tipped over my guinea pig's cage and the whole house is now a total mess with all the chips. The other day was hilarious. I was looking at pictures from RotK on the official site, but the Spanish one, because the English one wasn't working. I was trying to guess what they were all saying, it was funny. I just got a letter from the soccer coach. The tryouts will be all fitness testing. Ahhhhh!!!! okay, I pretty much suck at running. He is talking about 120 yard sprints, running up steps, I pretty much know we are going to run cooper river. I am so not ready for this. It is less then two weeks away! Total stress out from now on. Once my ankle is better I am going to have to work 24/7 on fitness. OMg, so stressed out right now.
ttyl
Ashley turned the page @ 7:57 PM
Wednesday, August 6, 2003 Pain Escruciating Ahhh!!
We lost our playoff bball game. Real unlucky. The ref didnt call any fouls on the other team and we weren't playing our best. They also won with a lucky shot. I killed my ankle taking a shot too. It is killing me with pain right now. It is swelling too. I probably sprained it, just great eh. As long as it gets better fast I don't give about the pain though. I have felt worse you know. It doesn't bother me all that much.
Off to watch Fotr with my bro. namarie
Ashley turned the page @ 11:29 PM
Tuesday, August 5, 2003 August already
God, school seems so much closer from this side of August 1. I just got the English assignment. It is not easy. And I just recieved a whooe math packet in the mail to be completed. I am going to get my uniform this week. I should probably look up my books over the next few days. I got my calculator. Everything is at least starting to come together.
I still can't get over the RotK trailer,lol. I found this odd picture in there.
Ashley turned the page @ 4:46 PM
Sunday, August 3, 2003 Jacqui is Back!!
Finally saw Jacqui since she has been back, yay!! Was talking to Nate today too. He really isn't that cute at all, I just think he is so charming and he seems to genuinely care. I love him when he is like that.
That RotK trailer is awesome. I can't wait til the preview with the TTT dvd. Faramir looks awesome. Everytime you see Aragorn he looks so sad and hopeless, it makes you want to cry. Pippin sounds amazing in the beginning saying, "Is there any hope Gandalf, for Frodo and Sam?" I could listen to him all day. Gandalf and Sam really look like they are going to be right on with the books. was just watching fotr cast commentary last night. All the hobbits sound so hott, lol. I am always dissappointed that Viggo isn't in that though.
Just watched Lawrence of Arabia. Talk about long, lol. That was four hours, and they call TTT long at only 3. I hope RotK is at least 3 1/2. It was a good movie though. Peter O'Toole is really good in it. I am going to watch Goodbye, Mr. Chips with him after I get off here. All on TCM. Gtg then. bball tomorrow, first playoff game. Hopefully I won't play as bad as usual, lol. namarie.
Ashley turned the page @ 12:59 AM
Friday, August 1, 2003
I get to see a new lotr person on my calendar today, yay, lol.tata for now.
Ashley turned the page @ 3:06 PM
Thursday, July 31, 2003 Overload
Ahh, doing too much at once. I was just talking to 3 people nonstop when I haven't been talking to anyone at all lately. I was trying to do work on my two hosts, check for team comps, work on my aol profile, look at html things, write an email, and evern more surfing. Big headache if you ask me.
Can you believe I spent the whole day online waiting for team comps and they were already done earlier! Talk about outrage!
God, Whittier is at it again. He says "he doesn't care what his mom says, he's a rebel". great news, eh.
I should be getting off, pretty late you know, and I have only been on about all day, so, tata. It is really early Friday now, but who sticks to the particulars.
Ashley turned the page @ 1:34 AM
OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG.... I will spare you from anymore. I am sure you are thinking, what valley girl is this, what the hell is this about. I just started the rotk trailer, only saw two scenes, about 5 seconds, and heard Pippin say something about Frodo, but omg, that was enough! AHH!!! *going insane and totally crazy*
Okay, must go finish now. be back very soon!
two minutes later...
OMG... Okay, I promised not to do it again. But OMG. My mouth was gaping the whoel time. It looks awesome!! But so so very sad, as was the book. It looks magnificent!! Ahh, cant wait, cant wait!!!! I could go on for days, lol.
Must go to bed now, tata. (one more watch of course)at least,lol
Ashley turned the page @ 1:45 AM
Wednesday, July 30, 2003 ROTK TRAILER!
Ahh, almost August, it can't be! No school, nooo. Woke up today with my throat killing me, hopefully it will get better so I can play in my basketball game tonight.
So, I am sure you are all wondering what the hell I was thinking when I typed the title for this message, right? Okay, yes, it is only July and RotK isn't out until December, what the hell was I thinking? Okay, yes, theonering.net has one. I am downloading it right now, though I don't know if I am going to finish. I have been trying (successfully thus far) to stay away from RotK spoilers. I found too many for TTT and it lessesned the effect of the movie when it did come out, cuz I was expecting all this stuff. Well, this could very well be my breaking point for RotK. I just don't know if I will be able to control myself against a trailer, you know? I still have the TTT trailer on my desktop. I like memorized that one I watched it so much. I can't wait until TTT dvd comes out. 26 days!!!! Countdown on my lotr site. They will have a RotK preview on that. I never saw the one for TTT on the FotR dvd, still had a vcr then.
Later...
Started downloading the actual trailer now. Mental battle, AHHHH!!!! I want to see it so bad, but I know I shouldn't and don't really want to at the same time!!! AHHH!!!
12% now.
21% now. This is sad, lol.
30 %. Okay, let me say something other numbers right.
44%, lol. going to work on my hp fanlisting but will be back later, namarie for now.
10 minutes later...
okay this is later enough, lol. 50% half way there!!! I think I have surrendered myself to it, lol.
okay, 65%. now, I have to get off this computer I have been on too long, be back soon most likely,lol.
Ashley turned the page @ 1:18 PM
later...
NOOOOOO!!!!!! It is gonE!!!!!! My computer froze, and I lost it at 66%!! And theonring.net had to take it off thier site becasue New Line asked them to! I was so close!!! So CLOSSSEEE!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The horror, the horror....
Ashley turned the page @ 3:52 PM
Tuesday, July 29, 2003(really early wednesday) Work, Work, Work
I ran for 28 minutes today! Yay!!! lol. I was actually really surprised because I hadn't run for like 4 days because of rain and just being plain lazy.
Talked to Caitlyn today, she sounds like she's doing good. I actually talked to Torie yesterday too. She called. I will have to start making an effort to get in with them I think. Stacey is back from the shore. Jacqui came back from the shore this past Sunday too. Yay!! I felt so alone without her, lol. Whittier is back from Arizona also. He said his Mom didn't like the idea of us "dating", she thinks 14 is too young, etc. I don't get it, she knew before, it is not like we ever even did anything, you know? Okay, we never reched first base, come on. I don't know if it is a blessing in disguise or what, lol. I know, I feel bad, but I just don't think I like him anymore.
God, school is coming soon. Save me! I finally got book lists, we are trying to get them second hand cuz damn, are they expensive! Uniforms are about $300 too. and then tuition, mucho dollares. I haven't even started summer homework yet, lol. I have plenty of time right? yea I'll probably be saying that up until the week before school starts knowing me.
Finally got to working on RoN. I felt bad, I haven't worked on it in so long, it's cuz I have put up this site and my OotP fanlisting. I am going to totally recreate it before the summer is over though. total change, 100%. 12GP(trying to use nicknames cuz the real names are just too long) is going good. 5 members,lol! Well, I got 3 in the last 2 days after none for like a week.
Well, it is getting late, I am off to bed, namarie!
Ashley turned the page @ 1:12 AM
Saturday, July 26, 2003 Moving Day
1. If your life were a movie, what would the title be? The quiet brain,lol, no I really have no idea, I am not very creative with things like that
2. What songs would be on the soundtrack? My favorite songs, I don't know
3. Would it be a live-action film or animated? Why? live action, because I would kill them if they made it animated
4. Casting: who would play you, members of your family, friends, etc? No idea, no one in Hollywood really resembles anyone well
5. Describe the movie preview/trailer. really short,lol. My life hasn't lasted all that long yet.
My mom moved today. The apartment to where she moved is so tiny! It is 4 rooms, bedroom, bathroom, kitchen, and living room. It is as big as like 2 rooms at my dad's house. Thank god I will only be there every other weekend.
Anyway, this is my first entry since I finally got the site up, yay!lol. It looks okay. I just have to put the finishing touches on it before I post it. I just realized I put the wrong name on my layout, lol. I put english instead of british, my bad. My frames weren't working, so they are gone,lol.
I was just watching surf girls on mtv, pretty cool show. I want Molli to win. Before, I really liked, come on I forget her name already. Ahh. Oo well, I'll write it when I remember.
I have to go running soon. I feel bad, I didn't go last night, just because I was too tired. I am really going to have to pick it up if I am ever going to be ready.
I just finished rereading Order of the Phoenix. It is really good. I was crying so much after Sirius died(sorry if I spoil it for anyone, you have had enough time to read it by now). It was so sad, I felt so sorry for harry you know, it was like losing his parents for a second time. I can't even begin(or want to) imagine what that must feel like. I just noticed, that Sirius also wasn't dead before he went through the veil, which made it worse. And also, how upset Lupin was, I didn't notice it before, I was reading too fast. I am rereading the book again now, lol. I will take even more time though, and draw some of it.
I should be going namarie.
Ashley turned the page @ 9:14 PM
Wednesday, July 23, 2003 guilty consience, eh?
1. When was the last time you cheated? don't wuite remember, prolly when I was playing myself at a game,lol
2. When was the last time you stole? long time ago (I was 4), stole some money
3. When was the last time you lied?yesterday, to my brother, is it that big of a deal
4. When was the last time you broke or vandalized another's property?well, never purposely
5. When was the last time you hurt a loved one?all the time, lol, I beat up on my brother quite a lot
Talk about making you feel like a bad person,lol. I am really tired, don't know why, but w/e.
I don't know how I am going to run cooper river. I am still only at 20 minutes/19 blocks. I don't even want to think about starting high school.
I have a basketball game tonight. It is against West Deptford. Last game I scored 2 points, better than usual, but I still suck. If they don't have a freshmen team, I will never be able to play. Soccer is going to be tough too. Even if I can do the run. There will probably be a lot of other good players. Eustace gets all those girls from out in Marlton and Mt. Laurel and other places out there where they have really nice clubs. I'll have to worry about that later though right. namarie
Ashley turned the page @ 3:10 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2003 Tiredness
I ran around cooper river tonight. Well not the whole way of course, but halfway. I was proud, I didn't think I could get that far. Still, that only leaves me exactly a month to get the other half down. I don't know if it is enough time.
later...
Finally finished the order of the phoenix fanlisting, YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am still pissed off at the fanlistings. I can't believe they can't list it just because there isn't a category for it. What the hell? I mean, why the hell can't you make a new category? Is it that hard? AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Oo well right. The fanlisting looks really nice though. I finally got the layout perfect.
Off to bed, it is really late,lol.namarie
Ashley turned the page @ 4:19 AM
Tuesday, July 15, 2003 Conditioning
Or more correctly stated, getting ready for high school. Just got back from running. I still suck at it. Oo well.
I just saw Anne of a Thousand Days. Pretty good movie. I am love with (almost) all things for the middle ages/renaissance period.
Friday five...
1. Do you remember your first best friend? Who was it? Of course. It was my friend Lisa Pryor, who I met when I was 3 at pre-school.
2. Are you still in touch with this person? We write every while(couple of months), but she moved to North Carolina, so it is hard.
3. Do you have a current close friend? yea, my best friend Jacqui
4. How did you become friends with this person? she is my next door neighbor
5. Is there a friend from your past that you wish you were still in contact with? Why?umm...not yet I don't think
here are some old ones I didn't do...
June 20th
1. Is your hair naturally curly, wavy, or straight? Long or short?rod straight, right now it is short for me, but still pretty long(elbows)
2. How has your hair changed over your lifetime? It has grown,lol. I haven't really done much else with it
3. How do your normally wear your hair? Just down
4. If you could change your hair this minute, what would it look like? I would probably put blue streaks in it, but my dad would kill me
5. Ever had a hair disaster? What happened?actually no, I have been fortunate
June 13th
1. What's one thing you've always wanted to do, but never have?
2. When someone asks your opinion about a new haircut/outfit/etc, are you always honest?Yea, almost always
3. Have you ever found out something about a friend and then wished you hadn't? What happened?
4. If you could live in any fictional world (from a book/movie/game/etc.) which would it be and why?middle-earth of course. Well, first of all, who wouldn't like to love with elves and ents and such. Then it takes place in a medieval period which I love, and the humans are much more noble than we are today. Also, it is a prettier place, it is greener, more open, and not polluted or crowded as it is now.
5. What's one talent/skill you don't have but always wanted? drawing better, I really suck at it, even though I love to do it
June 6th
1. How many times have you truly been in love?never.love is too strong a word
2. What was/is so great about the person you love(d) the most? I don't even remember anymore
3. What qualities should a significant other have? they should have some sense of humor, have a bit of confidence at least, be interested in a lot of the things I am, share some of my opinions, come from the same sort of backgroud; basically be a lot like me
4. Have you ever broken someone's heart? I think so, but I hope not. I am trying not to now, I would rather have my own heart broken
5. If there was one thing you could teach people about love, what would it be?It does not usually last, and do not rush things in that case
May 30th
1. What do you most want to be remembered for?my knowledge, or something like that
2. What quotation best fits your outlook on life?
3. What single achievement are you most proud of in the past year?outstanding scholar award
4. What about the past ten years?saem probably, I am still young
5. If you were asked to give a child a single piece of advice to guide them through life, what would you say?stay the track. Your education is one of the most important things. Don't let anyone tell you differently. and never get pressured by your peers into anything, including fashion, music, activities, anything.
I was just looking at my old journal entries, and how happy I was when I was first going out with Whittier. God, I can't even remember how that feels anymore. now I am just confused and pissed off and tired. That lasted real long, right. 1 month. We didn't get anywhere though. Not even 1st base, I mean come one. I am not in the relationship only for that, but you do need something of it there.
1:25 AM
Tuesday, July 8, 2003 Hatred
Everything really sux today. My computer was recently pissing me off because it is going so slow.
Then, today I got an email from the fanlistings saying that they don't have a category for my fanlisting for the Order of the Phoenix, so I cannot be listed with them! Can you believe that! That means they won't accept my edain fanlisting either. I just wanted to punch them when I heard that.
Now that I finally finished all my graphics for my OoP listing, they are all turning blurry. You can't even see them! That really pissed me off cuz they were really nice before.
Also, every time I try to post an entry here my comp freezes or I get kicked of the internet and I lose my entry. It is like bad luck.
B-ball was cool last night. I have like 5 shots and didn't make any of them, that made me mad, but otherwise I did pretty good. This one girl, Jamie, on my team reminds me a lot of Stacey. She is a natural leader and is really good at basketball.
namarie for now.
5:39 pm
Sunday, July 6, 2003 working, working, working
friday five...
1. What were your favorite childhood stories? I don't remember a lot, though Paddington was cool
2. What books from your childhood would you like to share with [your] children? I really have no idea, some good literaute I suppose
3. Have you re-read any of those childhood stories and been surprised by anything?no, not really
4. How old were you when you first learned to read? between 5 and 6 I believe
5. Do you remember the first 'grown-up' book you read? How old were you? Little House on the Prairie, in 2nd grade(8 yrs. old)
I am so Tired!!!aren't I always though,truth be told. The computer is really pissing me off too. I just wrote this whole entry and aol closed and I lost all of it. I decided I will just write my entries using notepad and transfer them. safer
Went to see Bruce Almighty today. it was hilarious and surprisingly sad near the end. Went with Whittier. As for him, so confusing. He is going away for a month to Arizona so it will give me some time to think. It was nice to see him, but I don't know. The feelings don't seem to be there anymore, but, w/e....
I have been working so much lately on my websites and none of them seem to be improving, or even changing. It seems like that is all I do too. Though I have been drawing a lot of Harry Potter(the other characters) lately. It is frustrating more than anything. I have been posting at a message board on the most recent book, order of the phoenix, too. It is pretty cool, and really fun to talk to some people who are into the book since like none of my friends are.
Just saw Evita(on tape), awesome musical. I have been listening to the soundtrack like nonstop. It is magnificent. At least it isn't classical, lol.
church, later today,lol. must get to bed so I don't fall asleep during the sermon.namarie
3:34 AM
Monday, June 30, 2003
Last night was cool. We didn't get to sleep until 5 Am though,lol.
Turns out Nate didn't say he liked Torie and Shannon just said that, or something of the like. Odd, thy all are. It is going to be a nightmare trying to put this blog up. All the html, trying to cme up with a layout, and everything else. I don't even want to think about it yet.
I believe I have fallen out of heloop with my *friends* again. I think I just got too lazy when I read OoP. I still have Jacqui at least right?
Currently mostly working on HP fanlisting, in the spirit as you might say. Though, really, I should be working more on my main website. Oo well, we aren't all perfect.
As usual mom is being a *pest*(to be nice), so I must be leaving.
10:56 PM
Sunday, June 29, 2003
At Jacqui's house. Pretty cool, but so tired, lol.
Torie and Nate, NOOOO!!!! NAte es no buen.
Can't stop thinking about Harry Potter. Up to 3/4 of the 3rd one. That one is my favorite.
I want to watch the ring tonight, will have to tell Jacqui. She just read, lol.
*rubs eyes* namarie
11:38 PM
Friday, June 27 2003
I just realized, I haven't done the friday five in like a month,lol. oo well.
1. How are you planning to spend the summer [winter]? watching my bro to make $$ 2. What was your first summer job? never had a real job, I suppose 3. If you could go anywhere this summer [winter], where would you go? to England, Scotland and Ireland, especially Scotland, but England would be fine. the weather there is perfect for this time of year. 4. What was your worst vacation ever? Never really had a particularly bad vacation, but last year at Florida, the heat was horrible 5. What was your best vacation ever? To England last year. It really felt like a genuine vacation. It felt like life had stopped and I had an awesome time
A little obssessed with England am I? lol, yea, my friends think I am nuts about it.
Well, this is the first official blog at this new blog. yay!!! I was just getting so tired of blurty. It was just really pissing me off.
Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix was awesome. It was so sad when ***** died. I kept on waiting for one of those soap opera-like come back from the dead thingies. It never happened. I felt so sorry for Harry though. I mean it must have felt like losing his parents a second time. Dumbledore also explained a lot of things about the prophesy. It was magnificent. It is challenging Prisoner of Azkaban for my favorite book. The whole book had a kind of darker feeling to it compared with the previous books. Harry seemed to be pissed of and sad the whole time. A lot to take in right? Well, I haven't really been able to talk to anyone about it.