Blog Archive 9
February 2005
Sunday, February 27, 2005 - ROAR!!..
I was angry earlier, at guess who? Yea, not too hard, my dear old brother. Ruining my life as always, lol.Oscars... predictable as always. I enjoy watching them, only for the comedy really and to see some of my favorite actors and actresses. I can't believe the Aviator is winning all these awards, I saw it and can tell you it really wasn't all that great, entirely too long to tell you the truth. Million Dollar Baby, which literly just won doesn't look much better either. All the annoying,unpopular movies seem to win. Its definitly annoying, for lack of better description.
I love Joe's away messages, they're very random, like something I'd write. He had oscars and stuff, now awards shows suck.
I can't believe Phantom of the Opera, The Polar Express, or Finding Neverland didn't win anything (major). The Notebook I thought should at least have gotten nominated for art direction, it was beautiful.
Disappointing as usual, even the way that they gave the Lord of the Rings all the awards last year instead of spreading them out over the three movies as was deserved annoyed me: this coming from an avid Lord of the Rings fan.
I'll fix this journal later. I want Karl to get on so I can talk to him, he hasn't been on all weekend. Wait, a new revelation, he probably went on Kairos, I didn't even think about that before, all weekend, lol. Man, I'm just a little slow.
I'm going to bed, will study for vocab first, cuz well probably have school tomorrow, though I'll have to agree with Joe that, hopefully I won't see him or anyone else tomorrow as school will hopefully be cancelled. I'm not too hopeful though. I'll wear my pjs inside out anyway, lol. (confused-annoying English paper)
Ashley threw a snowball @11:53 PM
Saturday, February 26, 2005 - Shopaholic...
Man, long time no see, lol. I fixed the ftp somehow, so I figured I'd update. I havnt been able to really before now.Been shopping, some more to do, I have to go though, Dad needs his room, so inconvenient, lol. Will write more later when I actually have a valid reason to be on the computer, lol. (will also format the last post, lol) (content)
Ashley threw a snowball @4:49 PM
Monday, February 21, 2005 - A Light From the Heavens...
I cant believe myself. Im like screaming, or just huffing and puffing at the computer and Joe. I just cant get over this, Im gonna die at school tomorrow.My emotions are so conflicting; one minute Im sad and near ready to cry, the next Im ready to throw my mug at the floor and break stuff.But its not just Joe doing this to me, is what I keep telling myself. cuz if one guy who I really didnt like all that much can do this to me then there is something seriously wrong. I just have to keep telling mysel fthat
Im so like angry, I keep on snarling, especially when I see JOe's sn on the computer. I don't knonw why, I still love JOe, hes awesome, I just...Im losing my mind finally I think. I have to go eat and get started on my schoolwork, though I would like to be enjoying the day off as JOe says he is on his away message (No, Im not obsessing, though I really am). I just need to get past all this.
1:49
I really think Im going crazy. Im trying to explain everything to myself, you should hear some of the horrible analogies Im using, including a dam, JOe being the catalysts for the reaction, its absolutly dreadful, lol.
2:05
Okay, I tried to work on my lab, I could barely type the materials. I'll try working on my history bibliography first then, lol.
2:09
I'm being so dislexic, I cant type to save my life today, you should see what I type before I correct myself. The rest of this entry I'll type without correction. It should be intyeresting. My history bilibiography id going horrbily, I cant convetrate to savbe myself. Isnt this so fuinny,
Im so tired, and just utterly drained. Last night is finally taing it s tole. I want dfome more tea. Isnt tjis typing seplorable, lol, imgaine of I never fixed my typos, None would be able to udnerstand what I wasd saying. Today I am worse than usual though
Doing my bibliography, one of the authors is named George Frisbie Whicher, I feel bad for him ,lol. Kind of reminded me of Whittier, his name at least. I think its pretty funny his middle name is frisbie. I wonder if he liked frisbies.
My Queens of the Stone Age music is disturbing yet, doothing a thte same time. I think its helping a bit, at leas yo cvlear my mind.
Okay, I refuse to just type anymore, I cant even discern the meaning of what I just wrote, lol. It doesnt take much longer to type correctly, Im just having a harder time than usual today for some reason, lol. I seem to be shaking a bit.
Im so tired. I didnt finish watching the Notebook until about 4, and then I "meditated" for a while after, cuddling with my new Irish teddy bear, lol, and holding a hankerchief, using it for its actual purpose, lol.
I just need to stop thinking about Joe, I think, that will solve my problems I am having.
2:42
Im so tired, I love Queens of the Stone Age. I'm not getting any work done either, but my mind seems to be slowly clearing which is a fantabulous thing.
I must look like a train wreck right now. I washed my hair, but its only pulled back in a mess by a scrunchie, I didnt do anything to it yet. My eyes are tired and I can feel them like when you just wake up and they're open but not, I don't know, I can't explain it very well, lol. Im in a big sweatshirt, big jeans and slippers. I feel like crap. I just can't believe myself.
3:24
My ftp still isnt working and its really making me angry.
3:32
That and this
These and those
No one knows
We get these pills to swallow
How they stick
In your THROAT
Taste like gold
Oh, what you do to me
No one knows
And I realize you're mine
Indeed a fool am I
And I realize you're mine
Indeed a fool am I
Ahh
I journey through the desert
Of the mind
With no hope
I follow
I drift along the ocean
Dead lifeboats
in the sun
THEY come undone
Pleasently caving in
I come undone
And I realize you're mine
Indeed a fool am I
And I realize you're mine
Indeed a fool am I
Ahhh
Heaven smiles above me
What a gift HERE below
But no one knows
THE Gift that you give to me
No one knows
3:41
Gosh, im stupid. Im talking to Karl. Real smooth, let me tell you, lol.I talked to Todd before, fun times, mostly just to get Karl's sn. I asked Karl if anyone asked him to cotillion yet, he hasnt answered yet, and it took me forever to press eneter. I sat looking at it through my hands for a couple minutes before I let in.
Well I asked him, hopefully third times a charm, here goes.yes, yes, yes. I suppose three is the luckiest number, lol, not loneliest.IM hoping this will help me move on, I think it will.
Thank you God, so much. I can finally get over everything from last night.
Im like shaking now, lol. From excitment this time and exaltation, to go all biblical on ya, lol.
Yes, YES, YESS!! Field Goal, 3 points, lol.
4:15
I just want to hug Karl, lol. I love him, he is just so awesome. Now I just have to tell Dad, lol. That should be fun. Hey Dad, I'm going with a senior whos African-American, is that okay, lol. Hopefully Dad will be okay, and we're just going as friends, and Karl is such a gentleman, he's a lot like Joe in that respect. The two of them are hilarious together. I can't wait for spring track. NOw I can get all better. Karl is the man, lol.
4:23
I seriously spaz out sometimes. I have a problem I think, lol. It scares some people, which is actually just funny. Its a pschological problem I have.
I love "Mosquito Song", its so weird, but awesome at the same time. ONe of the strangest songs I've ever heard, especially when you listen to the lyrics.
I know, I know the sun is hot
Mosquitos come suck your blood
Leave you there all alone
Just skin and bone
When you walk among the trees
Listening to the leaves
The further I go the less I know
The less I know
Where will you run?
Where will you hide?
Lullabies
To paralyze
Fat and soft, pink and weak
Foot and thigh, tongue and cheek
You know I'm told they swallow you whole
Skin and bone
Cutting boards and hanging hooks
Bloody knives, cooking books
Promising you won't feel a thing
At all
Swallow and chew
Eat you alive
All of us food that hasn't died
And the light says
Somehow they pick and pluck
Tenderize bone to dust
The sweetest grease, finest meat you'll ever taste
Taste, taste
So you scream, whine, and yell
Supple sounds of dinner bells
We all will feed the worms and trees So don't be shy
Swallow and chew
Eat you alive
All of us food that hasn't died
Im tired. My convo with karl has pretty much come to an end, I am so relieved. Now I just need to decided what we're doing for plans, and tell Dad, lol.
Joe came back from being away, maybe I'll talk to him, maybe I won't mwhahaha, lol. I actually now have to get to work that my mind is cleared, and frankly I don't want to get messed up anymore by him.ttyl
4:40
Yo, I'm all chilled out now. Listening to some lighter music, Samantha Mumba, lol. Brings back som memories, interesting ones to say the least. I am going to go actually work on my lab, before it gets too late. Get some work done, then go outside and chill cuz I need to refresh my brain and get some fresh air as I've been on the computer, literally, since I woke up and I was on for a long time right before I went to bed last night as well. ciao.
5:28 (I'll fix all this later, it's a huge mess right now, I know)
Sorry, my brain can't stop thinking today, its moving at a mile a minute, I cant even begin to keep up with it, I can feel my typing beginning to get better at least, lol. Or it was ,lol. Its pretty funny, Joe, Karl, Chelsea, and possibly Tom (I don't know his sn) are all on. I wonder if news spread about everything that happened. I'm almost positive Joe told Chelsea he was going to say no cuz he had to have at least talked to her about making the decision, because how else would he have gotten my cell phone number. Joe and Karl are pretty close too, so I wonder if they talked about either things having happened, lol. Karl would probably say something first, cuz he had to have guessed Joe said no, cuz Ashley told him I asked Joe to go.Anyway, back to work..
6:00
Karl is my idol, lol. I told my Dad and he was surprisingly calm, more worried about him being a senior, but if you can't trust Karl, you can't trust anyone.I better get to work, considering it is already 10, lol.
Appetizer - Name 2 things you do that you consider beneficial to your health.
Soup - If you made a New Year's resolution, how's it going so far?
Salad - Name something that has happened lately that bothers you.
Main Course - What is your favorite quote, and who said it?
Dessert - What do you collect?
10:02
My gay ftp isnt working again.
Anyway, the real reason for my writing, it should be hard to guess right, lol. I can't believe I'm reacting so badly, I'm just, I don't know. I mean, Im seriously overreacting and making the whole thing 10x worse than it really is.
Can I just go cry some more, lol. GOD, as if I didnt do enough of that last night, I was so emo it wasnt funny, and it was especially our stereotypical made fun of at track, emo, lol.
I feel sick to my stomach. I dont feel hungry though. I didnt yesterday in general. My head still is seriously fogged up, I'm not thinking right at all, my thoughts seem to be going in a tortuous path.
1:31
Sunday, February 20, 2005 - Epitamy of Frustration...
Can I just rip all my hair out. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so frustrated, not angry just really really really frustrated. ZI just want to scream. First I missed JOe's call as I was going up the stairs and Alex fooled with my phone, ahh. I got his message. I went online, he was on and he imed me. He has to type very slowly, most guys do unless they're obssessed with the computer. Right now I'm typing abnormally fast to kind of minimalize my thinking and because Im kind of jitterish.
Lucid148 [10:44 PM]: i decided that im not goin.....not because of you what so ever so please dont think that its something with me so please please dont be hurt thats what i feared through this whole situation that someone would get hurt andi dont want that
Bballgurl22 [10:45 PM]: thats okay
Bballgurl22 [10:45 PM]: i understand
Lucid148 [10:46 PM]: thank you so much this has been a learning expirience thanxz and i hope this doesen't hurt what relationship we a;ready have
I just don't understand him in the least. I dont want to sound like a dumbass and ask him what he means but I dont understand a word of what he said, would anyone. He so used the "its not you, its me" line. Im just so, ahhhhhh!! Mind if I scream some more?
I really need someone to talk to and give me some advice. I want to ask him about it, but I dont know if I should. I just, I dont know, Im so confused, mostly by what he said. It doesnt make any sense in the least bit to me. Im sitting here shaking my head.
I cant call Kate, shes sick, Chelsea just signed off, right when I need her. Joe's still on but hell probably get off to goto bed soon like he said. Im just so absolutly confused, I cant explain the depth of my utter confusion. It feels like he didnt even speak English.
I just want to pound him in the head and say speak damn straightforword English and make some sense.
Why did I go online, why didnt I get to the phone quicker? I would much rather have heard it from him over the phone, then I could have had him explain himself better. I knew he was going to say no though cuz he said here goes nothin.Im so damn frustrated, worse than I can ever remember.
Can I shoot him, would it be legal?
I just talked to Mer, I feel bad cuz I totally ranted to her, but I needed to talk to someone. badly. she convinced me to talk to him, so I imed him again.
I hate this, I have that gay heavy feeling in the bottom of my stomach. I desperatly want to know what Joe means. Im just so damn confused and ahhHH!!!!!!!!!!!(frustrated)
Ashley threw a snowball @11:22 PM
hangonforlove [10:45 PM]: its about how joe makes me look not indecisive.. wouldnt that be decisive?hangonforlove [10:50 PM]: he's very.. awkward
hangonforlove [10:51 PM]: its cute to watch though.. haha. i remember when nolan used to be like that it was SO CUTE.. frustrating, but cute
Its impossible to do this right.God, arrr!!!!!!!!I feel like such an idiot. Im so analyzing every single word he said, but thats just me. I cant stop myself. He probably thinks Im really upset, which Im not, just really disappointed. I thought wed have a good time.just as friends. I dont know what he thinks and I guess thats what Im trying to get out of him. Im trying to get him to admot exactly what went into his decision and hes being very reluctant, using all of these generalizations, even when he re-explains, lol.
why couldnt he have fucking decided last week, even he just admitted it would be a lot easier in person. Damn him, damn me, damn everyone while were at it. I really wish I could just talk to him, it would make it so much easier.
IM just so damn confused. he went "rbr", I thought he misptyped brb, but he but rbr on his away message too. Im sorry I still cant let him go, I am going to bug him until we're dead, lol. Can I throw him out the window, lol. this is so not fair. Im not getting over this anytime at all soon.
If anyone at Eustace sees this, which I hope noone does, but its probably inevitable someone will, they will probably think I am endlessly obsessed, which Im really not. I am just venting very badly. The worst I dished out to Mere though, lol, so now its bearable. Im going to ask him why he doesnt want to go. I just want o go ona mass shooting spree and kill everyone right now. Then at least I wont goto jail, lol. (I hope everyone realizes Im completly joking, its kind of a bad-phemism (opposite of euphemism) of mine to say Ill shoot you).
you should see me now. I keep just covering my face with my hands out of sheer frustration and confusion. The more Joe talks, the more confused I seem to get. It doesnt help he uses no punctuation so his sentences run together confusing me to begin with.
I wish unbelievable much that I could just talk to him. It would make everything soooo much easier and more understandable. I hate to say it but he is awkward and confusing. I still love him though.
Just shoot me, could you do that. For once in my life my mouth wont shut and I am making as foool of myself.(confused)
Ashley threw a snowball @11:46 PM
I can't even begin to describe my confusion. My stomach still has that feeling, but I think now at least I know I'm over him. I get to go ask Karl, if he doesn't say yes, I think I'll really just go kill myself. This cotillion is just getting ridiculous, and I was all excited about it before now too. Damn Joe, really. Why, am I so damn angry about this, I really shouldnt be. This all makes absolutly no sense, because nothing in my head at the moment does. And I hoped to get some work done, that went out the window.I think I've finally calmed down now, I've stopped talking to Joe and ranted to Jacqui too,lol. I'll survive.
I'm not sad cuz I don't like Joe like that, I'm not angry cuz I can understand why he wouldnt want to go being a fellow shy person. Im just... disappointed I guess. Yes, that seems like a good description. I like Joe as a friend and I think hes an awesome guy, one of the nicest I'd ever met. I just thought'd we have a good time together, hes a lot of fun and we seem to get along. I just, I just don't know. I give up trying to understand. Im just disappointed, I'll leave it at that before I get worked up again. I'm never going to understand, I'll stop trying, for the effort is in vain. Now I get to go to bed unsettled, great, lol.
Joe just went to bed, away message "sleep, hopefully". I think I'll do the same. Its helping me in no way to stay awake, contemplating this whole situation, I just get more confused, I need to talk to him in person I think. Life isn't fair, that I suppose is the maxim to my life right now. I dont know, I just... dont... know...
(disappointed)
Ashley threw a snowball @12:18 AM
Okay, just one more bit before I head off. Or else I'll say some stuff Id rather not on my myspace which could be disastrous. I'm beginning to get a headache, partly from being sick, but mostly from thinking too much. My stomach hurts too, same as my head. Im just going to go to bed, scream, yell, do a little dance, paint my fingernails black (which I may actually do, now I think about it), turn off the lights, blare my music, maybe "be emotional", just do what I feel like. I'm not feeling so well. I'm taking this worse than I thought, yet better than it could have gone, maybe, I don't know, I give up...I keep telling myself I'm okay, as I told Joe, jacqui and Mere, but in reality I don't think I am so much. Its just everything I think. him and Brad, and just life in general, I'm gonna go watch the Notebook.(12:40)
(btw-this is one of my longest entries I think, and an actual contemplation, I wrote down every thought for once, lol-one good thing came out of tonight). I was so happy when I got back from the coffeehouse too, although my tongue is still burned, lol.oo well (drained)
Ashley threw a snowball @12:55 AM
Thursday, February 17, 2005 - The Weekend...
It's not really the weekend, but I don't have school tomorrow so it if for me.Today royally sucked. I guess thats an overstatement so I'll recall it, but it wasn't all that great. I did okay on my math test I think, same for History essay. I got a 97 on my Chem test, only got off for sig figs. I got a 44/50 on my history multiple choice which isn't bad but I would like it to be better as it usually is. Hopefully that is before the curve.
Joe is so frustrating. I wish he could just decide and find me. As I was on my way out of Martorelli after school to go to the science building and talk to him, he walked right by me, I am assuming to his father's office. As it happened I was thinking oo Joe, then it took me a couple seconds afterwards to realize woa, where is he going, I'm supposed to go see him. I stopped, turned around and halted for a minute or two contemplating what to do. I thought, maybe I should follow him and wait, but I just decided to leave. I am tired of stalking, after Brad, lol.
I am going to ask Todd for his screenname I think, lol.(listless)
Ashley threw a snowball @7:42 PM
Just got back from Barnes and Noble. I am regretful that we didn't get coffee, but I had fun. I could easily go broke in that store. There are always so many books I would love to buy: I am such a book-aholic. I ended up buying two books on college preparation and a book entitled An Earthly Knight. I wanted in addition some other novels, and a figure sketching set, but I didn't end up buying it, and I limited myself to one novel. It is outrageuos how expensive books are, unfair really.I am really tired at the moment, no surprise really. I'm going to bed after I get ofline. Tomorrow should be nice, the house to myself if Dan goes out, which is what I am hoping for for at least a bit. I like my alone time.
However, I am beginning to feel a bit rejected by all of my friends. Chelsea, and Kate went out with Mere and Rachel tonight and they all stayed over Rachel's house. I heard tell from Kate and Rachel that Michelle and ROe are going out Saturday night with Brice, Rob, and Kevin. That kind of hurts, because that is everyone from our "group" besides me, Kate and Chelsea (as Steve is on vacation). I thought everything was better with them, I don't know now though, I'm having doubts again. We need to clear everything up once and for all, just all of us sit down and have it out at each other instead of the decieveing quiet and politeness.
T-O-double D hasn't been on. I need to get Joe's screenname. I can't go on anymore without knowing, he needs to decide, asap. And I need to know if he is going to say no because that means I need to find a date, or ask Karl at least. Cotillion is approaching very fastly. I'm off now, cheers. (sleepy)
Ashley threw a snowball @12:01 AM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005 - Damn, Damnm, Damn...
Damn that boy. Why is everything with him so difficult. I saw him twice all day before I went to the science building after school. He seems to be avoiding me, something for which I could not blame him. Why can't he decide and come and find me. Cotillion is approaching quickly, today Ms. Carlin came into homeroom to tell everyone that we can start buying tickets.I'm going to shoot him, sooner or later. He frustrates me undescribably, I thought it was bad with Brad. JOe doesn't even say hi in the hallways anymore. I'm sorry, why is there such an awkwardness? Ahhhhh!!
Everything to do with cotillion just finds a way to mess itself up. Today I went over to the science building to talk to him. Chelsea deserted me, leaving me with no wingman, lol. I went in and saw him; there was still a lot of people there, mostly guys including Tom and Ed. Joe was hovering between the wall and his locker. I approached, and stood about 8 feet away, he had to have seen me, although I don't recall ever meeting his eyes. After standing there for a couple minutes waiting for the hallway to clear a bit or for him to be at least a bit more alone (neither of which happened), I walked over to look at Ms. Hughes' schedule so as to not look like such an idiot. Then I went back and waited for another minute or so, before getting frustrated, as Tom went over and talked to Joe, and leaving. I have no confidence, ar, this is just getting plain annoying.
This title comes from the My Fair Lady soundtrack I am listening to. Whenever I think about Joe, that line starts playing in my head and the song ensues.
Appetizer - If you were a dog, what breed would you be, and why?hm, a scottish terrier, cuz they're small like me and scottish, can't beat that
Soup - What does the color purple make you think of?grapes, or the nasty grape cold medicine
Salad - Approximately how long does it take you to get ready each morning? roughly half an hour
Main Course - How many cousins do you have, and are you close to them?1st,6. I am pretty close to my cousin Pam, I don't see her brother Ryan that often, Nick annoys the crap out of me and Michael doesn't talk to anyone, Christopher is cool but introverted a bit and I love Michael
Dessert - Take your initials (first, middle, last) and come up with something else those letters could stand for. (Example: SFO = Sweet Funny Otter)AAG = All American Girl
Appetizer - If you could have a free subscription to any magazine, which one would you like to have?hm, seventeen is probably my favorite, I don't know though
Soup - If you were to suddenly become famous, what would you choose as your stage name?Caroline Greenwood (lol, Todd has a cool name, but NO I DONT PLAN ON MARRYING HIM ,lol)
Salad - What ingredients make an awesome salad? Dressing? Croutons?lettuce, grilled chicken, vinegaretter (or sundried tomato) dressing
Main Course - What do you like most about your current job?school: I like learning, especially the stuff in English class, Mr. Marquart rocks
Dessert - Who is your favorite instrumental musician (not a singer)?Mozart,j/k, I don't know (frustrated)
Ashley threw a snowball @5:35 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2005 - The Day After...
Lol, no, nothing exciting happened yesterday. I was kind of disappointed that Dad didn't give me anything, at least Alex got carnations. Oo well, I'll not dwell on that, as that would go against my virtue of the week, tranquility.The new computer didn't seem to magically solve all my problems as I had hoped it would. Granted, it is a lot better, mainly faster, but it still has some problems, especially getting used to it cuz its new. I shouldn't dwell on the shortcomings of the computer cuz that goes against my virtue also.
Joe, he also makes me angry, but I'll talk about him despite my virtue. Chelsea talked to him today all 7th period. She said he said he still wasn't sure. He was asking her to decide for him, lol. He also told Chelsea how she wasnt like normal girls, not catty or bitchy, you know. That is true.
Sarah. Sarah, Sarah, Sarah. She is so... versatile, shall I call it. One moment she is upset and emotional, the next fine and happy. More than that she acts differently. I don't know. I love her, she just puzzles me sometimes. Some people find it easy to get annoyed with her, which of late I can understand. Sometimes she just says the wrong stuff, you know. LIke she just made a comment about how she got letters from Brown, and William and Mary, and other good colleges. I'm sure she doesn't think twice about it, and she doesn't say it maliciously, but it does get to you, as it got to me. I don't know.
My computer is doing better now. I was downloading something so everything slowed down and almost stopped working. Its kind of annoying me how I can't update any of my websites cuz Flash fxp keeps going into microsoft to edit the files, so that obviously doesn't work.
Anyway, I have to get off to study for Chem and History, and to get some food, I'm pretty hungry, lol. I probably shouldn't eat cuz I'm fat enough already, but whatever, its whats inside that counts right,lol.(pessimistic)
Ashley threw a snowball @4:45 PM
Later...Yes!!! I figured out to fix the text editor. Yay!!!!!! Its all good now. I also changed the little thing below, since casting a spell really has nothing to do with a winter layout. Wish me luck with my test, I'll need it badly (I'll need even more with JOe though,lol) (Optimistic)
Ashley threw a snowball @5:14 PM
Thursday, February 10, 2005 - I dont know...
Couldn't think of a title, sorry. This is just a sort of meditation, no real purpose in mind. (thoughtful)
Ashley threw a snowball
Wednesday, February 9, 2005 - Arrr...
No, I'm not feeling especially piratey today: just a way to vent my frustration.Practice today was funny, no Todd as usual on Wednesdays. We were talking about old nickelodeon shows like the temple show, double dare, hey arnold, and everything else. Later everyone got talking about sex: something never too far from adolescents' minds, especially guys. Ashley Cleaver told Karl I had asked Joe to Cotillion, I was about to shoot her because she kept trying to say it around everyone else, when they were talking about cotillion. Anyway, I'm going to go try and do some work on my Chem lab, don't know if anything will actually get done though; I am very doubtful.after- I did manage to type the procedure and make the data table (which I didn't yet fill in, lol).later. This is so sad. I have one more paragraph left on my conclusion and am searching desperatly for some motivation to finish it, considering I still have to study for 3200 and french, neither of which will be easy or short. You should see me, I am clapping my hands together saying, come on, you cna do it, only one more to go. lol.
Ashley threw a snowball @10:24 PM
Ashley threw a snowball @11:39 PM